When an officer is involved in a shooting, there is an emotional rollercoaster that typically follows. There is a dump of adrenaline, tunnel vision sets in, maybe some involuntary muscle twitching, and for most officers there is difficulty in recalling how many shots were fired. When I shot a chair in my office I went through none of these emotions. First, I must share some background so you can get the greatest amount of insight from the story that follows. I was a Commander